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No Goodbye
My eyes were wide
Staring at our conversation
I went to sign off
The computer had frozen
My fist hit the table in frustration
My anger was refusing to subside
Tears started rolling down my cheeks
I was hurt
Plain and simple
You had hurt me
I stormed to my room
I pain overwhelming
The tears unbearable
I wanted to hate you
I wanted to hurt you as you hurt me
But I couldn't
I found that I still cared
So I did what I could
The razor in my hand
And suddenly...
Suddenly the pan was real...
©2007-2009 ~annoyingtwin089
:iconannoyingtwin089:

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I did NOT cut myself, I repeat DID NOT! See, I have been there for this friend of mine, Cobain, since forever. I saw him through when he told his parents he was gay, through his first boy friend, and today they broke up. So I was there. But then this dude named Raven called, who has a scottish accent and suddenly I didn't matter. He lives in England and I'm in America, so I couldn't reach him other then MSN. But he jsut...stopped replying. When he finally did, he told me he was on the phone an couldn't multitask. THen he told me he was also drawing. So this dude named Raven, pencil, and a sketchpad are more important then me. So I cried for, like, hours.

The ending with the razor was because I was so mad I wanted to email him and told him that he hurt me so bad I had cut myself, but I didn't...

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:icondaraphane:
You shouldn't cry about it. If he's ignoring you, he's ignoring a good friend who is trying to comfort him. He can go to hell in my opinion.

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Buttons aren't toys.
:icondoggirl2006:
You're upset because he has a life outside the computer? That's pretty sad. I don't care how well you 'know him', you need to let him have his own life and live it without having people he's never even seen before make judgments on him.
:iconannoyingtwin089:
That;s not what I'm upset about, Siena. I'm upset that he didn't even say goodbye, he jsut moved on. In one night he's completely changed, and now he's an asshole. An asshole who I, until very very recently, had considered to be my best friend. I think I have a right to be upset!

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I feel more proud then a monk who just realized that he's never preformed any of the 7 Deadly Sins!... Wait.... God Damnit!a>
:icondoggirl2006:
Best friend. Right. Someone you haven't even seen, you're best friend. He has a right to have a life outside the computer!

Also, it's Seina...not Siena, spell it right or don't spell it at all.
:icondaraphane:
Nope.

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Buttons aren't toys.
:iconannoyingtwin089:
Sorry. What is your problem? I haven't done anything yet you get so mad about a poem i wrote; it asn't even about you! This poem came from ym heart, and what was going through my mind.

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I feel more proud then a monk who just realized that he's never preformed any of the 7 Deadly Sins!... Wait.... God Damnit!a>
:icondoggirl2006:
Still a pretty sad reason to be mad at someone....that's all I'm saying.

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