Fuck the human race. That is all that needs to be done. Why? Because we are selfish beings who feed off of drama. We claim to hate it and be sick of it, so why do we still feed it? Sure, we can twist words to make it appear that we really connect to the situation at hand, but how much of that is true? Example: Guy dumps girl 1. Guy starts dating girl 2. Girl 1 has a friend who wants revenge on Guy. How is girl 1's friend connected to the situation? She is not. Okay, her friend got hurt. That is true. She can be supportive and comforting, of course, but why is it up to her to get revenge? Can girl 1 not fight her own battles? Now lets' throw in another twist. Friend of girl 1 (let's call her girl 3) also likes Guy. Now, her revenge has turned into her being tired of the fact that she jsut cannot get the Guy, and she is disguising that fact with her friend having recently been hurt. But, girl 3 NEVER had the guy, NEVER will have the guy, and really just cannot accept that. So girl 3 cannot face the fact that she is just not the right girl for Guy, girl 1 (by this point) is mostly over it, only a little hurt, but not that bad, and girl 2 is in the middle. Guy has lost two friends by this point in time, one of them due to association with girl 1. How does it make sense? How does girl 3 fit in? She doesn't.

So, due to all of this, girl 4 (that's me) is stressed out, pissed, and is planning to walk to San Francisco tomorrow and jump off the San Fran bridge. Is anyone interested in joining me?

SO what are all of you doing for thanksgiving? My step mom had to work (She works with people who need some extra help to get along) and she was making them all dinner, so me, my dad, and two of my sisters went to our great-grandma's nursing home to eat and celebrate with them. I love old people, which is weird, but I do! They're so cute and sweet and welcoming. And Grammie was there! I love Grammie! She's 96 years old, and she is so sweet. We got stuffed with yummy food and pie, and now that we are home, me and Julia are in PJ's watching a movie and are gonna fall asleep- cause that's waht you do when you're stuffed with turkey =]

Happy thanksgiving!

So today is my BIRTHDAY. I'm finally 16! What did I do today? Well, to start of the day, I had a cake for breakfast, which I washed down with a 2L bottle of Mt. Dew (Thank you ) School was fun, and I had dinner with my mom and sister at Olive Garden. My mom got me a purple ipod nano. I almost screamed, I'm so happy But the best gift was from my twin. She made me a deck of cards called Deck of Emma. They all feature pics she has taken or designs she has made, and they have inspirations quotes, questions, or memories of the two of us as kids. It is the most unique and amazing present I have ever gotten. I love ya =]

So it just so happens that if you go to the park with a cell phone and the ability to text, you will get together enough people to play mud soccer. Which is exactly what we did. The point of soccer is to score points by putting the ball in the goal. The point of mud soccer is to get as muddy as possible. With Brittany at my legs and Galen and Moriah at my shoulders, I went down pretty quickly. Because of all the rain, it was really muddy and slippery, so while Brittany fell alot and got muddy, Moriah half fell and half was pushed lol. Then me, Moriah, and Brittany actually started wrestling in the mud trying to get everyone else covered. We didn't really bother with Galen cause we knew now matter how much we tried we couldn't catch him lol. In the end, the most covered was *drumroll please* Brittany, my clumsy first to fall in the mud girlfriend.

So there I am covered in mud from head to toe (though not as much as Brittany). But Brittany got to back to Moriah's, shower, and put on jammies. Where did I go? To church. Thankfully, Kenz had pants I could borrow, so I could change out of my muddy clothes and put on sweatpants and a sweater. It was sooooo worth it though =]

GUESS WHO GOT A CELL PHONE!!!!